Friday 29 August 2014

A Rain of Grief

An ocean of suffering burst upon me,
and I set out on the deserted street.
Walked without in mind a destination,
Walked towards this life's conclusion.

Rain was falling, the atmosphere had cheer,
but my grief-struck heart had no care.
Getting wet in the biting cold,
directionless I kept on my painful stroll.



Clouds were showering the earth,
but the real storm brimmed inside my heart
Getting wet in this grief-filled rain,
directionless I kept on my walk of pain.

The winter was outside,
but the real chill was in inner emptiness,
Shivering in that void so cold,
directionless I kept on my painful stroll.


This is the English translation of a Hindi poem I had written a year back. - गम की बारिश


Thursday 28 August 2014

Explosion

The pain inside forebodes
that my heart will explode
if it doesn't find a vent -
to pour its contents.

My heart lies packed 
in a vacuum
within which unexpressed emotions
fight for room.

Emotions of love, doubt, anger, pain
rot inside in vain
It may have been a positive one,
but a rotting emotion always causes pain.

In all this suffocation,
I've had one realization -
I have to open up,
for my heart to lighten up.

My heart is a time-bomb,
ticking away in its last moments
brimming with rotting emotions
and feelings lying latent.